bittersweetness

Invest theme song or montage song from god knows which year.

miss the old days as a junior. can always remember how seniors were oh-so-inspiring, and now I am constantly reminding myself that I have big shoes to fill. 

will hold on to those distant figures and memories as the best source of inspiration for myself and the term ahead - to have no reservations whatsoever, and to give it my best regardless of how things will turn out like.

haha, and to all the juniors out there: enjoy, don't grow up too early.

//just so happens that this song means something else too. those 10 days of missing lessons (and a weekend) were the best. hopefully those who are in it this year will make the best of their time, because if it were me, there is nothing I won't do to experience it all over again.

someday I shall watch the entire gray's anatomy series (:

somedayyyy.

It's over (:

Okay maybe it's not, but I have done all that I can.

Will huddle with YY D and L later at 4pm. It will be one of those campus moments that will last for a lifetime.

looking at all those photos, it hit me all of a sudden. can't figure it out in words, but I can finally understand why.

indeed, first times will always be most memorable. the memories will stay, but we will move on from there.

dreading the start
can't wait for the end

Do I still want my laptop on?
Yes.
For anything productive?
No.
Then shut it down and do your math.

there's the people whom you keep receiving from without giving back, and then there's the people whom you just keep giving without receiving anything back. talk about passing it on.

I am not going to let it affect me this much anymore because I can't let the people around me down. I have to keep going strong, and I will.

thankful to all the people around me, because you guys are the very reason why I am still smiling most of the time. over the past few weeks I have lost so much but I have gained even more. the world does seem evidently brighter now. (:

DRAW SOMETHING IS SO DAMN AWESOME HAHA.

thankful for the dramafeste experience, and for making the past 2 weeks fun and fulfilling - dinner-ing, painting, singing, dancing, sewing, working lights out, laughing, the list goes on. though it feels disgustingly empty that we didn't win best play but the good times always matter more so, thank you athena crew, cast and all (: the late nights spent (athena's always the last to go whoots), the rehearsals, the tension in the control room with fingers straining to push those faders, "lights standby, lights go" - all of these will make an indelible impression, admist my collection of fond memories here in school.

sigh, but from now on, where else should I be headed to?

was it just pure coincidence? or was it someone who perhaps read my mind and knew exactly what i needed. either way, thank goodness..